Chasity

Relationships are hard, they are confusing, they are emotional and they are real.
They are also fun, and flirty, and comforting.
Sometimes relationship can drive us crazy.
Relationships are never certain, and the promises can be broken.
The people who don’t have them want them.
The people that have them think of getting out of it.
Relationships are good.
Relationships are bad.
Relationships are what you make of them.

These thoughts are weighing me down - the decisions are too much. With so much stress I can’t help but to avoid the actual problem and focus my energy on things in my life that I feel comfortable with and take it out on them.

“For in hope we are saved. Now hope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what is seen? But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience.” Romans 8:24-45

Dear blog,

It seems as though we’ve grown apart these past couple months. I just can’t see you the way I used to. You’re filled with all the bad memories and hurt that I don’t think about anymore, between fights with parents, nasty break-ups and all the deleted posts that couldn’t stand the heat I just feel resentment towards you. I don’t feel the comfort in you I used to. I don’t feel released when I confess to you. This may just be a rocky time for us… but it may be nearing the end. Let’s face it, things change, people change… I changed…

Promise not to laugh?

Because once it is all said and done, and you’re away from it for awhile - when you look back all you remember is the good or the bad.

Was it worth it?

only

if

we

could

remember

everything.